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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 17, 2014 4:25:14 GMT
Ew at Erica's bootlist. I don't wanna do that.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 17, 2014 4:31:03 GMT
I assume it's Kathy/Rudy who're fighting it out in the tiebreaker then? Since they're not on the list? What? How did that end up happening? Blech, screw that. I don't wanna go with the guys, that's annoying af.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 19, 2014 1:39:47 GMT
Hey, sorry for the lack of confessionals lately! I promise I'll get one up by tomorrow night! There's a bit to talk about and there's still planning going on, so it's probably best if I wait anyways.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 20, 2014 17:28:36 GMT
WHAT IS GOING ON I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO TO VOTE
THESE PEOPLE DON'T COMMUNICATE WELL
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 21, 2014 22:17:17 GMT
Geez, the people in this game are stupid. Where do I even begin? I suppose at the beginning, so that you can feel just as in shock and awe at the stupidity I've just had to endure as I was. I've basically decided to finally, FINALLY, just kamikaze. For a little bit here on the merge I thought I actually might have had a decent chance to win the game if I amped up my social game a bit. Buuut someone decided to fuck all this up for me...and now I basically have one mission and that's to fuck that person over because I don't see myself winning now. Let's start at, well, the beginning. Kathy and Natalie went home. I fully expected the latter, I would've been surprised if the three guys didn't stick together on that tribe. But Kathy...I wasn't expecting. That was...a strange event that I still don't understand. I need to hear Erica's side of the story, but she's off at a wedding in nowheresville and thus can't log on, which is...annoying, since she's one of...five, six people I've liked this whole game? Nadiya claims she "thought she'd be next" after Rudy and so she forced the tie, but the thing is...heh, WE WERE TOLD WE WERE MERGING. DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK I'D BELIEVE THAT? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! And whenever I ask Rudy about it he replies with "lulz she had a penis lulz lulz" which was funny the first time but the fact he continuously evades answering my questions leads me to believe he's hiding something. Something went down and I can't really find out what until Erica logs on. I thought Nadiya and Erica were uber-tight, but I suppose not...unless this was to hide that tightness? Geez, I dunno. There's no point in thinking about it. Well, when we hit the merge. Everyone had their own agendas, obviously. Everyone wanted their own thing. Jefra had this gigantic boner to get Richard out, which...I really, really didn't want because I liked Richard - he was a cool dude. Nadiya and Rudy had this thing to get out Spencer, which...why? The guy's a nonentity. Carter's more of a threat if we're going after that duo. I mean, everyone wanted something different and all the plans made no sense whatsoever to me. Obviously they have their own ulterior motives to push, Jefra clearly has something with Carter and Spencer and she wants them around because she thinks she can manipulate them. But the idea of Jefra manipulating anything... ever...is laughable. I don't get Rudy and Nadiya wanting Spencer gone over Carter though. I guess he was more inactive and all, but still, that's a reason to keep him around at this stage in the game. I mean...I just didn't understand. Me and Gina were basically in the middle of all of this...nonsense, mainly by her own doing. She made a final three deal between me, her and Allie, since after we discovered Kathy and Natalie were on the jury were figured it would be a final three. And Allie...well, Allie's smart and has a functioning brain. She's also cool, even though she's not the most active - but I don't think anyone else but me and maybe like...Jefra, really really like her lol. I thought she'd be easy to beat in the end and she's also smart enough to not make emotional decisions while probably liking us enough to stay loyal. So I thought it was a good deal. I mean, I was all for that, honestly. I went into this game and wanted to make a F2 and stick with that person and them above all else. And Gina offered me F2 back on nuTaytay. Boy, did that not work out. But we're not quite there yet. Gina also instigated a final four between her, Nadiya, Rudy, and myself. Honestly, I was fine with her making all the alliances because I figured she'd be the target at this point instead of me and I can work on, well, socializing with people. We were pretty much right in the middle between Nadiya/Rudy/Erica (who doesn't count since she's not really here atm) and Carter/Spencer/Jefra. Allie was pretty much our third vote, so that was cool. And then we had...Richard, all off on his own. I really thought it was moronic to get rid of him, but I felt Jefra would flip out if we didn't do as she commanded, I mean, hell, we all did. I almost didn't care for a while but somehow the train just got...pushed off and we decided to appease Jefra for a round before fucking over Carter/Spence/Her next. I mean, Jefra is a strategical dumbass. It's her way or the high way, and it's really annoying. When I finally told her "Okay, you convinced me. I'll vote Rich." Her response was...lo and behold, "I know" ...What? Who says that? Her ego is hugely disproportionate to her competence.. I really just want to see her be angry when things don't go her way. I think it'd be funny. Sure, strategically, it's also the best move to break up that trio...but I think it would be funny to see her freak out when she realizes I'm not her mindslave. Anyways, we voted Rich. I managed to tell Rudy to switch but Nadiya never logged on in time for it. So yeah, she was pissed and confused, and I tried to explain the situation with her while discussing with Gina how to handle it. Now here's where I finally snapped and realized Gina is a complete idiot. The moron, basically, when I was telling her what Nadiya was saying so we could convince her better...decided to share the fact I was sharing messages with Nadiya and used that as an excuse...to, well, yell at Nadiya over the things she was saying. WHAT. THE. HELL? THANKS GINA, FOR TOTALLY KEEPING THE FACT WE WERE CLOSE UNDER WRAPS. IDIOT.
Nadiya told me what Gina did and then...I'm in total shock. Why would that IDIOT think that would be a good idea? Are you brain damaged?! I know shampoo bottles cleverer than her! I hear she's some terrifying powerplayer in past games, but really, all I'm seeing here is her being a total dumbass.
So, you know what, if the person I basically swore my loyalty to fucks me over...I'm going to fuck them back ten times harder. Fuck it, you know? May as well have some fun and see the smug face she's probably wearing quickly disappear. So what I decided to do was just go to the first person I made an alliance with in this game, Nadiya - I mean, sure, it wasn't a final two, but hey, I think I have better chances getting to the end with her than with psycho Gina...and leaked everything to her. The F2, F3, F4, all that shit. This should help her trust me again after Gina's retardation. If Gina's going to be a dumbass, I want no part in that. So, I've basically flipped. Really, all I want right now is to blindside Gina soon and laugh at her on the way out. Sadly, this round isn't the time, and I'll have to basically string her/Allie along a little for a round or two...but hopefully, in time, I can just write down her name and see her go bye bye. So kids, the most important lesson of them all? Don't fuck with me.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 23, 2014 2:35:10 GMT
The fact I probably woulda won that if Jefra's hitlist wasn't randomized pisses me off.
Also...most threatening to win: Ashley
WTF???
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 23, 2014 4:38:42 GMT
No...but seriously, WHAT? Most threatening to win? How'd that one happen? I mean, I haven't done anything this whole game except be a bore who whines all the time and does next to nothing. I don't get it, honestly. It's not like I've been that likable this game. If I was any other of these people I'd be hating on how boring I've been in 90% of my convies, but, you know, if they want to vote for me in the end, that's their problem. Anywho, I'm also "most likely to be blindsided" alol. Yeah, no, I don't think it'd ever be possible to blindside me. I always, always, always, ALWAYS get paranoid at TC. It's like a bad tic. Just can't get it to go away. ...Speaking of that, I'm planning on playing my hidden immunity idol tonight. There's a whole laundry list of reasons why, but I'll just list the basics: Jefra knows about my idol - I told her this for reasons I don't care to get into, but the main part is I figured I would play it ASAP anyways so lying about having it would be bad. She's being blindsided tonight by this vote anyways, so she'd probably out it in vengeance. So I'm playing it this or next round anyways, and if things go my way this round, I should be safe next round as well, right? Hopefully so. This is also a loyalty tests of sorts...the "blindsided" and "biggest threat to win" thing, as much as I lied in tribal about brushing it off, legitimately DOES bother me. I think if things go my way this round, hopefully I'll be safe for a few more and can get vengeance against Vaginatard and just make Jefra finally go away, at least. Also, Carter has been talking to me about the idol a lot and it makes me think Jefra or someone outted it and there's a plan to blindside me tonight. He's just fishing to see if I'd tell him, maybe? He's been talking a LOT to me these last two days which makes me think he's trying to get my jury vote if his plan is indeed to vote me off tonight. Honestly, I personally think it would be dumb to vote me out tonight, but I'm paranoid like that, and I honestly HATE having this idol in my possession. I want it to go buh-bye. Also, 8th > 9th, end of story. And I also kinda wanna guarantee I see Ericangel again, since she's coming back tomorrow night or the day after, and this guarantees we'll at least reunite for a short time. <3 In addition, Gina's...been acting strange, since I outted the stuff to Nadiya. Heck, for all I know, they're working together. I don't have a darn clue. I mean, I HIGHLY doubt that's the case but Gina's been acting forced, manufactured, and has been talking little, particularly in regards to strategy with me...that irks me. So...we'll see if people are true to wanting to keep me in this game or not tonight. I'mma see what happens. Just act like I don't care and that I'm not playing it...and then... bam! This will prove if I'm actually in a decent position or not. If I'm not, I saved myself. If I am...I probably still am, so...I don't see any major downsides, at least in the short-term. Tonight...my vote will be for Carter. Nadiya and I agreed to continue letting Gina think she's running the show for now, a round or two, and...Gina wants Carter. So we'll give her his head on a platter. Laced with poison, of course. She'll get what she wants...but she'll suffer right after. Hehehe. Jefra and her lackies are probably targeting Nadiya tonight - but Carter evidently has reservations about this since he thinks she has an idol, but...you know, whatever. Logic says I should be safe, but I don't wanna take the risk. If I'm not safe, I'm safe now. If I'm safe, I should be safe for a couple rounds to come, so, whatever. I don't know how the votes will go tonight, but it'll probably be 5-3-1 if people are telling me the truth, and if they're lying, well...geez, that'd be awfully interesting.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 23, 2014 22:11:30 GMT
This vote is going to be a clusterfuck for dozens of reasons I'm too lazy to write out right now...
But this is what happens when you cast 17 mental patients and Ashley for one game.
Oh, who am I kidding, I'm nuts myself.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 25, 2014 3:55:33 GMT
Okay so that happened. Wowie. Sorry Allie. Well, last night was crazy, but, hey, I voted in the majority and correctly assessed that there was no need for me to play my idol. Honestly, I assumed that earlier, but immediately after I posted that I wasn't gonna use it the first time Jefra decides it would be oh so funny to come up to me and say "lel i heard ur getting voted tonight xd [insert more broken english here]". Wow, great joke, Jefra! I'm so impressed! That sent me into panic mode, and I decided I'd play my idol again, but, thankfully, after that, I came to the logical conclusion that Jefra is just insane and that I didn't need to use my idol considering how much of a gigantic mess that vote was. If I got voted out last round, you know, they would have all deserved some serious awards. I literally counted every person and could only come up with 2 or 3 who would vote me with the information I had. Now I've got my idol still and a guaranteed spot in the F6. You'd better believe if I don't win this immunity I'm playing it. It's two tribal councils of four, and you know, that's really not much room to hide. I think some people see me as expendable, and some people are probably angry that I did what I did, but from my perspective, it was really my only move. I had a choice to either vote in the majority or vote in the minority and I made the obvious choice. What was I supposed to do, play my idol on Allie just for the lulz to see what would happen? Heck no. We'd still be 5-3 and there'd be no turning back. I made what I perceived as the smartest move to advance myself, so...if I'm wrong, I'm wrong, but I think I'm going to make it further doing this than I would have otherwise. I mean, I didn't have a choice. Allie was doomed. Rudy was already conspiring to get rid of her and ditch me and Gina, I mean, he's clearly untrustworthy, but Nadiya and I were in the middle and honestly as much as she said she was gonna do what I wanted to do, I didn't believe that. I think doing that move was the only real way I had. Sure, I'm probably #6 in that whole group, but really, it's better than probably being #7 overall, yeah? Sure, I didn't know there was gonna be this ridiculous double TC thing, which in fairness, is a cool twist and I like the fact that I can probably win this challenge since it's endurance, of course, barring anything going horribly wrong, but it does make us go into, well, the heat of things, much quicker. Rudy is pushing that he doesn't trust Spencer, which I'm not sure I entirely believe. Spencer pulled a sneaky move, clearly pandering for Allie's jury vote by telling her she was going prior to tribal, which was...incredibly dumb, since Allie outed it to Gina and I in the group chat, and then Gina then confronted Rudy about it who then came and told me. I think he thought maybe I was the leak at first but I showed him the group chat logs that showed that it was, in fact, Spencer, who was spreading the fact Allie was going. Which was dumb, because like, what if she had an idol? Thankfully for him, I had it and not her but that coulda backfired on him big time. Sure, he probably wouldn't have been the one idoled out, but jeez, keep your obvious jury vote begging to a minimum dude, nobody's fooled. Heck, he was voted the biggest nonfactor in the game in pretty much everything - honestly, I thought Allie was more of a nonfactor even though I honestly loved her, but I felt more people liked and cared about Spencer than her. Evidently, though, I was dead wrong. I mean, I got like two or three answers right in that in total. I mean, no one was hitting me which is great, but that means people probably see me as even more of a threat now, but it shows that I'm pretty much clueless when it comes to what I think most people would answer. Geez, in my first game I aced Majority Rules so hard and got 15/17 correct. I SUCK NOW. Either way, Spencer's trying to make himself look like a goat I guess but trying to work the social angle. I guess he's trying to play it Natalie White style, which, you know, is adorable and all since Natalie White is amazing, but, hey, he's clearly a lot smarter than people are giving him credit for. He knows what he's doing. At the least, Spencer views me as his biggest obstacle - I assume Carter probably does as well since Carter and Spencer are basically the same person except Carter does things and Spencer is like his wacky sidekick - well okay, he's not really that wacky. He does say some really funny things sometimes though, so I'll hand him that. But anyway, I assume that at least three or four people voted for me as the biggest obstacle to win, and I'm not sure who else would. I mean, am I really that threatening? I don't really get how, but okay. I think there are definitely people who are more threatening than me, at least from my POV, but I guess they're seeing something that I'm not seeing, or just not seeing what I'm seeing in certain other people. At this point, my best hope is to make Nadiya think I'm a total goat moron who she should take to the end. I don't see Gina regaining control at this point, and the idea of Jefra gaining control...wow, I just giggled. It's a funny thought. It's really implausible. Honestly, I really liked her at first but it's just...she never does anything but ask about boring game nonsense all the time and act like a condescending know it all. Heck, Carter's actually a cool guy. Sure, I was annoyed by him for a while but he grew on me. Well, see, Jefra's growing on me too...just more like a virus than anything else. I need to get to a hospital and get the cancer removed.I suppose an ideal F3 to aim for that would still be plausible would be Myself/Nadiya/Erica. I mean, I think they want Rudy around instead of me, but hopefully I can convince them in time that that's a bad idea. Hopefully I can make that final three work out, because I think I can beat Erica, honestly, pretty handily, too. Nadiya? Not sure, it's possible but I dunno. But hey, an "it's possible" is way better than a "lol didn't even make FTC", right? I don't see myself getting there via any other avenue at this point, so this is what I'm going to try to go for. This double tribal reaallly screws things up and makes it overcomplicated, though. I don't want three guys in the final six...so I'm not sure how to go about this. Would Rudy betray the guys at F6? Would he really? And see, that's just something I don't know. I'd like to think it could go like: 8/7: Gina/Jefra 6: Carter 5: Spencer 4: Rudy F3: Myself, Erica, Nadiya But as much as I want to make up fictional bootlists in my head and fantasize about sitting in the end and winning...I have to worry about actually getting there, not just daydreaming about it. I need to talk to Nadiya and just lay all my cards on the table with her. She's really my only hope, from my POV. Erica's acting weird and strange since she's got back so I dunno if she really wants me with her, but I think Nadiya's the one wearing the pants between the two of them and if she likes me enough and wants to work with me enough, maybe we can bring back that trio we had for like a total of two minutes before the tribe swap, lol. Here's hoping.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 25, 2014 8:48:35 GMT
Great, so I'm losing immunity because doubleposting isn't allowed and my internet decided on a whim to accidentally do it. Yay! Two immunities in a row I probably coulda won screwed over by some strange twist of fate. Blech.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 25, 2014 18:25:16 GMT
Oh god I checked the post counts and Spencer is going to win this, isn't he?
Great, me and Nadiya had a master plan if we won and it all is gonna get blown to pieces. Fml. Let me guess, he's gonna send myself, Jefra and Gina to fight it out in the challenge thing, right? Son of a--- I still have my idol though, so I can still play that if I get sent over there with them, thank jesus.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 26, 2014 3:24:37 GMT
WOAH! Really, really well played by Spencer. I've probably lost with that move, but wow, that's a super smart play. Very well done. I'm impressed.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 26, 2014 21:32:56 GMT
So I suck at puzzles. Nadiya's time is 14 minutes and Erica's is 50, which is...much better than I could do. I've tried twice so far and neither attempt has gotten me very close to winning, or at least second place. At this point, I think my best chance is to just not submit, and hope Erica wins so I can play my idol and send Nadiya packing.
If Nadiya wins(hint: She probably will) honestly, if I play my idol, and Erica plays hers, that burns two idols and I could still go home, and, if I don't, chances are I'll go the round after that. So I'm thinking of just passing my idol to Nadiya like an amazing martyr so that she's guaranteed in F5 and can fuck up the boys, potentially. A Rudy/Carter/Spencer/Jefra F4 is hideous and the thought of it makes me want to die inside. I really don't want that to happen.
Spencer did a very smart move this round - me and Nadiya were gonna do the same, nominate three boys, so very, very smart move on his part. He's probably gonna walk to the end at this rate. Blech. I wish we'd voted out Carter but like I said before, I don't regret it because I think Nadiya would've done it with or without me. So yeah. This is basically up to Erica at this point whether or not I survive. There's no way in heck I could beat either of their puzzle times. I'm going to give it ONE MORE go, because third time's the charm and all that - but I don't have my hopes up too high. We'll see. If I manage beating Erica's time then I'll go for the speed challenge. Otherwise, I'll throw both and hope Erica wins, but I doubt she will, if I'm honest.
Like, if I get 3 in the puzzle and 2 in speed above Erica for example, that just hurts her and gives Nadiya the win. So if I make it a one on one duel Nadiya has a higher chance of losing. That's my thought process.
God this sucks. Oh well. 7th isn't bad I guess, we'll see how this turns out.
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 27, 2014 6:19:06 GMT
...Am I seriously the only person who didn't know about a gigantic Spencer/Allie/Jefra pregame?
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Post by Ashley Underwood on Oct 28, 2014 21:16:39 GMT
I'M SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CONFESSING I'M SICK RN BUT I WILL GET SOMETHING OUT AHHH
Okay so I'm still in shock I'm still here. So basically, Nadiya won the challenge(shocker) and then it was me and Erica up for elimination. With two idols.
Honestly, I wanted to give my idol to one of them just so it wouldn't go to waste, since if myself and Erica BOTH played our idols, they would have cancelled each other out. Which woulda sucked, big time - and if I can't win I'd prefer one of them to. If not them then Rudy bc he's hilarious and I love talking to him, even though he's a shady dude who threw me under the bus to Gina.
Ultimately though, me and Erica were talking about what we should do and she basically said she thought I had a better shot of winning the game than her, and that I'm better in challenges(debatable tbh considering I've done so bad all game, although I like to think I would have won that endurance if my internet didn't screw me 1/3 of the way through - I was going for 8 or 9 hours.) and so she basically became a martyr and gave me her Coron idol. So that was like...incredibly nice of her. Seriously, she's amazing and I'm glad she was here.
Once she gave me both idols, I realized, Nadiya's been showing a fake Coron idol like, the whole time, that's what deflected Jefra's vote onto Erica in the F9 TC, and so I knew if I played it that would ruin any invincibility she had. However, I didn't wanna be screwed next round. So I came up with a plan and had Nadiya photoshop an idol into an orange one for me to make it seem like I found a merge idol. That way, if I show both idols at TC, and people already think Nadiya has a blue idol, then they won't bother trying to take us out this next vote if we tell them they expire at F6! Boom! She doesn't have a real idol, but this way, if she doesn't win immunity...boom, we'll hopefully still be safe and the other four will target eachother.
So I showed my pink and fake orange idol at TC, and everyone thinks I had two and Nadiya has one, so if we tell them it expires at F6, then lol. Erica's sadly gone now, I obv couldn't take the risk of not playing the idol at this point. And no I don't regret flipping on Allie and Gina now that I'm in the minority, I would have been screwed either way, also it might make me more desirable to take to the end.
I still have the Coron idol, but as far as I know there's not an actual merge idol out there. If there is then wow I've been super bamboozled, but yeah, I don't think there is, so hopefully I don't have to worry about someone counterclaiming me or something. That would kinda sorta suck lots.
At this point I'm not sure where to go. Spencer and Jefra and Allie apparently had a giant pregame that was revealed to me by Nadiya, which makes a heck a lot of sense now that I'm thinking about it. Ew. There are rules against pregaming in this game, right? So it's like...no plz. If there weren't rules, I wouldn't care too much - but there ARE so it's like um...yeah. Ew. I don't feel bad about voting Allie out at all now after learning about this. Multiple suggestions of cheating in challenges(Jefra as well) and both of them pregaming. Wow, I'm so impressed. Great play, guys. Great play. jk they both suck
Rudy wants Jefra to go next, but come on, that's because he wants to go to the F3 with both guys. I wanna get rid of Spencer next and see if we can swing Jefra back for an all female F3. I doubt it, because Jefra is crazy, and for some reason considered me her "best friend" in the game when we did nothing except talk game after the first day.. I don't get it? I mean, she's honestly fine, but she just has fits of insanity that make me question my existence. And also all the pregaming and cheating stuff is just...no thanks.
Anyways, the challenge sounds like it might be battleship or something??? I dunno, we'll see. Hopefully I can win because duh.
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