Confessional 16-10-14

[Richard Hatch]

Here we are. Another Tribal looms. Another castaway will be eliminated. I feel bad for Nat B. She gave it her absolute ALL in the last challenge. I wasn't going to be around much so I had told them in advance I'd be able to do very little. Overall I had a feeling we were never going to win this one, but I was surprised that Erica and Nadiya's team lost. I was sure that they'd win and possibly 2 girls could be taken out. 

Carter talked to me yesterday and said that we have to keep the boys together. But in all honesty I think it would be better for Carter and Spencer to get rid of me Although Carter told me that they are voting for Nat B I am afraid that it will be me who is "bamboozled" at the end of tribal. 

I just have been disenchanted with this game ever since the whole Jon debacle at the very beginning. The whole incident just rattled me and I still haven't really got back into game mode. I'd be surprised if I am here after tonight. If I am, I will do a LOT more socializing. Especially with Nadiya. I think she is going to have a HUGE target on her back post-merge. And I can use that to my advantage. 

If I am not here though, I wish Nat B, Carter and Spence all the luck. They are going to need it.

All in all this was a fun game. I could have been better but s*** happens. Cheers to everyone. 

[Richard Hatch]

Phew! That could have been ugly. The fact that I made the merge is great! I am not going to be the target for a while now so that puts me at ease Next stop, making the Jury 8)

[Richard Hatch]

Oh! I did not realize that the jury had already started

Well now I am just playing to mess with these players

I am playing to create chaos