Episode 4

[Spencer Bledsoe]

So Apparently Jon is out, which I wasn't surprised about considering the numbers over there, but I was sad nonetheless because the guy did a lot to save me. :/

But it looks like he has deleted his account on the site, so I am not sure what happened... maybe I was crazy to trust him after all, but who knows. I will definitely ask the other tribe about this when we merge though, assuming I'm still around. I'd love to know what went down.

[Spencer Bledsoe]

I'm sitting out today which is probably a good thing because I'm not an eye expert or anything, but Jefra wasn't around when we started so I hope that hasn't set us back in any way. Hopefully these guys can pull through and I can hang onto this sinking male life boat.

[Spencer Bledsoe]

We lost the challenge in like record time which is just great.

Jefra tells me that the girls are voting Coach out and I told Carter this and we're both like "at least it's not me". So I wouldn't mind voting Coach out - it's not ideal but it's not me.

Then Coach tells me he has a plan - the three boys and Ashley vote Allie out. I ask him if he thinks Ashley would do it, and he seems positive about it. Carter says he'd prefer to get a girl out obviously, and so that's the plan.

But I'm not too happy about it because Allie was the girl I spoke most to and I think she's cool and potentially someone I could work with if she's open to it. But I guess it's not a bad result if she goes.

I'm a little baffled though - Jefra picked Ashley first as her first female pick and I assumed they are super tight and running things, but Coach and Ashley seem really close and Ashley is supposedly going to flip? It feels like something doesn't add up over here and I'm not really sure what it is at this point.

[Spencer Bledsoe]

Carter and I got talking and we think Allie and Jefra are voting Coach, while Ashley and Coach are voting Allie, so we are thinking that we could potentially be swing votes. No idea where Gina fits into the equation.

It's possible Ashley's leading Coach on and Coach is doomed even without me and Carter, but we talking about which way we'd swing and personally I'd like to vote Coach out and I think Carter does too. I think Carter likes Ashley most of the girls, but he wants Coach out because Coach would ditch us (or at least him) for Richard after the merge. I want to vote Coach out for the same reason because even though Jon apparently quit, the remnants of his alliance are who I trust most.

There is still a lot of time until we vote though, so things could change. Things have changed a lot already and they may continue to do so, but I haven't heard my name thrown around, so hopefully that's a good thing regardless what happens.

[Spencer Bledsoe]

So I'm still not too sure where everyone stands but I am hoping that Carter and I aren't being played over here. If we are, there's nothing we can do anyway. If we're not, then we could still have a fighting chance in this game.